The Progressing Life of Angel

  Its always one after another What is here,  what is there People in my life, too old People in my, life too young People in my life, my age I prioritize relationships too much That love I need  either not supported  Each direction goes opposite  of its direction  Plans happen , opportunities happen Transportation does not happen  I try to take a deep breath

                      I am just sitting in my bedroom,  many times I don't know what I'm doing. I am the type to know what I'm looking for and what I want.  Those are the thoughts going through my brain writing this. I am sure you can relate to it. When you're getting close to finding the right guy, it's never close enough. Maybe it's just overthinking , now it feels like going for a shot. I am reflecting back on my childhood and my interpersonal relationships.  There are four types of relationships: Family relationships, Friendships, Acquaintanceships and Romantic relationships . .  Romantic relationships of any kind are more unrefined compared to the other following relationships.  It's the hardest to find yet the most heart and fulfilling completed one.  Late comedian Rodney Dangerfield once joked, "a lot of people go to a psychiatrist  , cause they never got enough love as a kid . " I think I am giving too much attention to forming romantic