The Progressing Life of Angel

 My Experience As A Black Person  I am black and female  never went through propverty or racial profiling in public places, police brutality. Side note, I don't have a story of personal  interaction with police, not any type of first hand  experience with them  in general.  Every black experience experience is different. My environmental factors were also different.   Issues such as that, I will not be the right person to address it or answer questions about  it. Willing to try to give an answer best as possible.  To be honest, my experience being black  has more pros  than  cons. More positive than negative.  I was never by myself someone family member, brother, sister, parent were always with me.  In cases I know of, personally, I see a black men and young male black teens get interoggated compated to females.( that was just on TV and in the news or stories told from an adult) The females that I know of to be targeted by police lived in different circumstances and enviroments com

  This will be brief, I did go to family group. Passion City Church has amazing young women glorified with God. I did not disclose my agnosticism,  I played it on and fitted in with them.  Just maybe, it will all be goid when meeting in person. This what I needed a group of young individuals to meet and just talk. It makes me feel whole and engaged. If they don't ask, I will not disclose it.  I tried finding non religious affiliated groups that are related, it has been a challenge. I greatly appreciate that Passion City Curch thinks of young adults. 

  Hi,  Its Angel. This post will not be long like my last one. Anyways, in a very short time I will be tackling how I am feeling at the moment. That is frustrated,  confused but not stressed.  As I am thinking of more solutions,  more thoughts about my agnostic and not so experience brain is in my head.  I been looking at fun social gatherings for young people in my age group. I found The Passion Church, I actually heard about them through Marta Mobility. "Hey,  lets check it out and see what they offer.  " Long and behold, a family group. It 8s divided agmost preferences such as males, females, coed. Except one thing. Its through Jesus,  as an Agnostic (self identying) that is something I face, I by no means call myself a Christian. I actually denounced the religion, I lean towards more spiritual and metaphysical.   The thing is I don't want religion or faith to be looked at , just that person. I just want to meet younger adults.  I will probably meet them and a lot will

  I am back once again.  This midnight, I will be venting.  I just go to the start without an itroduction. First is my self esteem, my self self esteem is up and down.  What has been affected it, is my face shape. Everyone has acne I use curology and am seeing slight changes.  That makes ne feel like better,  I am in control. At the same time, my features are birdy and tweaky like just not mature. I like to feel more like a young lady, leave that "aww your so cute  and pretty" I am 21 years old. Things like this holds me back  from approaching guys.  Now that I am older,  I understand what  I'm looking for. A casual relationship more than just a friend not officially dating or bf and gf. Just someone to go on dates with for fun and get the experience of what goes on. Have fun and forget about everything. No judgements just enjoy myself with another person.  I didn't start "dating" in high school middle school or never been on a date. ( I did get asked out in